Brazil Butt Lift... or what the frak am I getting myself into?

I watched the Brazil Butt Lift infomercials... I was mesmerized... and after thinking about it for about 2 months, and talking to my friend Kitty about it, I finally bought it. For two weeks, I was a GD rockstar. I got up at 6am every day, worked my tush off, and felt amazing. My husband even said to me "I can't believe I'm saying this, but your butt actually looks different."

And then I stopped.

And now I can't fit into my pants.

Don't get me wrong, I'm a healthy weight. I am comfortable with my weight right now. What I'm not comfortable with is not being able to fit into my jeans anymore. If I sit down to eat... sometimes I have to unbutton my pants. People in my family have always struggled with weight and Type 2 Diabetes. I was blessed with amazing metabolism and never really had to watch my weight. Now that I'm inching closer and closer to 30 (I'm 2 years away...) that amazing metabolism is shrinking.

And then I bought this GORGEOUS dress for my friend's wedding (except in coral, not purple) that is a month away (July 21) in the size that I always buy my dresses in... and it's not just too small. I look comic in it. I was so upset.

Enough is enough. No more whining about it... I am going back to BBL. I loved the way I felt when I was doing it, and this time I'm holding myself accountable for it by putting it on the internets. And I will be doing progress photos. The goal is to fit into my pants again... and to fit into the gorg dress I bought for the wedding next month.

I do have a Plan B. If I still feel like I can't breathe in the dress a week before, I'm returning it to the store and picking out something else. But I have confidence that I can totally do this.